Rosanna Vendetta | A Letter to Shizuka

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A Letter to Shizuka

Dear Aunt Shizuka,

I hope this letter reaches you. I can’t think of any other way to reach you except through this. People at the Church of SPAWN would prefer to post online ads and send e-mails to let the world know of our vision, but I prefer to send these personalized letters because they feel more… Personal. But anyway, how are you? I know these are supposed to be addressed to Nobi because he is the ‘man of the house’ but I’m here to talk to you in hopes that this letter’s contents would touch your heart and make you see things in a different way.

As you know, I am one who has dealt with traumatic experiences and verbal abuse. I know it’s insanity to whine about all of this considering the field of work that I chose in life, but it’s still different if your own flesh and blood does it to you. For them to manage your life instead of just your career, for them to gaslight you into believing that there is only one method to survival and combat, for them to steer your ideals and goals so that you lose your individuality and become a trophy to show off that would make their ending career slightly more impressive. It’s heartbreaking, looking back. My mother Claudia has been a horrible human being if we even consider her human to begin with, but that’s an argument to be made another day. But I need to let you know, Shizuka, that The Professional only did those horrible things out of anger and it’s because he was enabled by his associates in the Underworld. He was told that it was okay to do that without any consequences, but as you know, he suffered for it with every bruise and every lash he got from Nobi. But even if Nobi has avenged you at Dreamworld, it still doesn’t keep the nightmares away, does it? Your eye still twitches when you hear the car engine running, you’re still sleeping with your lamp on because you’re afraid of the darkness, you feel this gaping hole in your stomach wondering what would have happened if only you fought back but you never did because you are a classic damsel in distress that needed to be rescued.

It’s one thing that you suffered from it, Aunt Shizuka, but it’s obvious that Nobi still hasn’t gotten over it himself. No matter what he says, he is suffering deep down right now. The world has moved on around him but he’s been consumed by his rival that the mad doctor has taken interest in him and took him in to see how far he would go before he finally broke. And it may seem over, Aunt Shizuka, but I can’t help but feel that it’s only the beginning. Dr. Erik Vance has a primitive way of teaching, and it tends to worsen your mental state in the guise of conditioning. I see him now and I don’t see the same man that I used to watch when I was still in training. I actually look forward to facing him this Sunday. I want to see what I’m dealing with and what kind of broken man can SPAWN fix. He was once beloved. He was once cherished. The kind of man that made me sick to my stomach. While I find Nobi’s personality off-putting, I still find his wrestling abilities useful. I remember watching his matches when I was still learning the ropes because I could learn a lot of things from just watching a single match. He was like an underdog hero to me. He didn’t win much, but he still kept his head up… But at the time, my eyes were innocent and I didn’t know any better. I was easily swayed and it didn’t take a lot of convincing for me to believe what I saw. I know better now. I know everything there is to know. And I have gone far and beyond expectations time and time again. I have surpassed The White Knight in every way that I could just like I have surpassed Mother. His win against her a long time ago does not matter in this as I am a completely different person. They see each other as two people that are cut from the same cloth. They treat each other like brother and sister not in a familial sense, but due to the fact that they have learned from each other. If you haven’t guessed, it’s the reason why I lovingly call you my Aunt. I wish Claudia gave me the same respect, but I suppose that does not matter. Even if you put me against Claudia in her prime, I could still win and I would win with no controversy involved. I don’t blame her or Nobi for not doing well enough against me. I won’t call them incompetent just because they were taught the wrong things. But as they say, even old dogs can learn new tricks. Claudia claims to evolve but she is still trapped in her old ways. She still uses numbers to intimidate while I purely use skills. And this is the point that I’m trying to make, Shizuka. Nobi doesn’t have to take the path to darkness. Nobi does not have to go through the same route. The war against Dr. Vance is seemingly done for now, he keeps repeating over and over again how much things have changed and he is back to normal, but what if that monstrosity is Nobi’s normal that he’s been kept hidden? How do you deal with this then?

You are free to come ringside to find it out, Aunt Shizuka. I want you to witness it yourself that Nobi is one of many that would benefit from the teachings of the Church of SPAWN, and so will you. Behind all of the traumatic experience, there will always be hope for a better day. SPAWN will be your haven, your paradise… But there will be sacrifices that you’ll have to make in order to pass through the gates of redemption. You are just as broken as he is, Aunt Shizuka, and it’s time to get you both fixed.

Love,
Rosanna

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