Crazy Vie
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Join date : 2019-09-01
 |  Subject: Crazy Violet | Something Sweet  Thu Jul 01, 2021 3:56 pm | |
| Dear Diary,It’s great to finally write here again. I’ve been very exhausted physically and mentally since before ARCADIA so I’m thankful that I’ve gotten a well-deserved relaxation for me, the Vellas and Lillie. For so long, I’ve been deep in thought. I’ve done nothing but observe and watch as Violent physically exhausted my body with her rigorous workout routine leading to the event, as well as the mentally draining match itself. She had her reasons, and I won’t judge her methods for it, but I’m just happy that I am in control again. Despite all the tension and the heartbreak, everything worked out for the best. But now that ARCADIA is over, it’s time that I move forward and welcome a new book and a new Season for DOMINION. I’m honestly so proud of it’s growth and how many get to experience such a unique competitive environment for us to thrive in. We have all kinds of people from many walks of life that came together, and while others have been ungrateful for the opportunity they have been given, many of us feel blessed. It doesn’t really matter to me who is in charge, I’m the last person to worry about others having an evil side considering Violent literally manifests from deep within. She still has trust issues, and she is still angry at the world, but I think a match with Lillie was exactly what she needed to keep her head straight. Ms. Veronica is still Ms. Veronica. She doesn’t care about anyone else but herself, but she did have ideas for us… for her… to stand out more. Lucky for her, we are not broke anymore. We have enough money to buy her all the clothes and accessories that she needs and we all agreed that she will be the one to pick the color scheme of our wrestling gear each and every time no matter who is out there to dance in the ring. Vera is also more brave now, and I think she wants us to start a vlog, not even just to address opponents or Wrestleworld related stuff, but for education on the kind of things we deal with, so maybe I have to set up a space here in the apartment for us to record things and have fun. Because to be honest, I don’t want to be afraid anymore. I don’t want to be stressed out anymore. I want to train harder and I want to make sure that my own best friend is proud of calling me her best friend without my left hand looking to smack her in the face. No more misunderstandings. No more self-centered managers. No more personal attacks.Just the Crimson Bouquet blooming and looking fresh every time they show up in the ring. Maybe I am asking too much, Diary. Maybe the problems will always show. But that’s just the thing. I can’t stand here and let these conflicting personalities become a weakness or a burden to me because they aren’t. They are what makes US unique. This is what makes US stronger. And seeing others work so hard despite their quirks and issues truly inspires me. One that is close to home is probably a guy like Christopher Sabertooth. I can talk all day about understanding what he is going through, I can walk up to him and ask for advice, but I probably will be wrong in my assumptions and I can bet that whatever he has to say probably will not help me. Because we have different experiences and different motivations. The monster Havoc that clings to him isn’t the same as the weird egocentric girls that constantly dance in my head. But still, I saw him at ARCADIA. I saw his match when he finally captured the Shogun Championship and put on a performance like it was his last, and I… felt a little jealous. I felt a little insecure. I felt incapable because I can only dream of being in sync with the Vellas as he was with Havoc that night. But I can either let that break my heart… Or I can learn from it. If he can do that, what’s stopping me? Which leads me to the start of the new season, Diary, where all the snow has finally melted and the sun has risen to start a brand new day. And on this new day, Don Jordan is the one who waits for me in the ring to witness everything that I have learned. Don Jordan is the type of guy who made use of his time in Wrestleworld to make himself better rather than getting involved in such pointless drama. He stepped on no one’s toes. He didn’t piss off the wrong people. No one knew who he was, and then he’s suddenly half of the Hybrid Tag Team Champions just like that. Come to think of it, he’s pretty much the opposite of me. Shit. This should be an interesting contest. Hey, now, Diary… Don’t you worry. I am not intimidated at all. I did not just five minutes ago write about my self-worth and confidence just to go back to square one in my progress. I WILL BE FINE! EVERYONE WILL BE OKAY! I’m not completely at a disadvantage here! Don Jordan is a tall guy, I’m a pretty tall woman. He could try to crush me from the top rope, and I will still kick out and outmaneuver him. He can talk about being a winner all day and drink his protein shakes while he humble brags about his experiences like he always does. He can talk about how he’s succeeded or belittle me for not being good enough but he should know that the impossible has happened in the ring, and just because he is a believer doesn’t mean that he will always be on the winning side. Before Wrestleworld, I was inexperienced in wrestling but not once did I feel like I was unworthy or undervalued. I was given chance after chance, and I’ve had to fight to earn my spot here and I did. I’ve just started to get back on track, Diary, I’ve just started to become free. And I won’t let Don Jordan or anyone else pull me back down. I don’t know when the next time I’ll write here, Diary, but I hope it can be soon. This has been therapeutic and I feel a lot at ease. I just thought I’d update my entries with where my mind is now and how the Vellas are. This has been great. But I think for now I’m in the mood for something sweet. Maybe I’ll ask if Lillie wants to get some ice cream?Until next time, Diary…Love,Violet | |
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